Lucifer

Who never lies?

Lucifer Morningstar was sent to hell because of his devilish nature.

This series about the devil called Lucifer portrays him as someone who never lies, and I mean Never!

People who lie have the sweetest words. The truth hurts, but there is no need to remind you of that.

Today I lied to Zelma about my ‘About‘ on WhatsApp, probably because I knew she would ask me what I meant when I wrote them.ย 

First off, I wrote ‘Wazgoin on’ then I wrote ‘Everything’ but I told her the opposite. 

Being creative is dangerous. I sent her a text saying that I wrote Morningstar, Blue Ruby, Unverified, and Blacklight. 

She asked me what I meant by each, and the wrong answers flowed. It was all a lie.

Morningstar – like Lucifer morningstar who never tells lies by answering questions with questions.

Blue Ruby – not showing red color. The other side of m is calmness.

Unverified – not recognized, but people can see the impact of things I do.

Blacklight- I normally see myself as a bad person but, that’s not what people like you see me.

That’s a productive lie, don’t you think so? Because it makes a lot of sense when you read through. Am sorry Zelma, I shouldn’t have done that.

Don’t get me wrong on this, please!

We had sex in the library. I was horny that morning when I asked my girlfriend to come with me before the janitor starts cleaning the washroom.
Well, you know what happens when you are aggressive about sex, and all you want is a thrill of the moment. I lifted her to the sink, sided her panties, and proceeded with the 2min job. I tiptoed the whole time when we fucked since I didn’t reach to her pussy that well, the sink was a bit high. Who knew I would go five minutes before the door was knocked!
-Brain Ecstacy

What the f*ck did he just say!

That topic heading might be grammatically incorrect, but this is the point. Since I joined campus I had the chance to meet the most amazing people, who even if you touch them accidentally they’ll say sorry. But am not complaining about that.

Am talking about this; the same people who observe etiquette also say sorry to inanimate objects, like I bumped into someone leaving the library and he knocked on the door, and surprisingly he said sorry. Like I mean bro, did he just tell the door sorry!

Open up your heart and mind

I was suffering from overthinking until I found a way not to. They say the best way for you NOT TO GET INTO depression is by sharing your problems with someone, or rather opening up your heart to share the burden. But is it that simple?

I was there too, having not the ability to trust someone with my problems. I always thought that when I open up to them more than once they’ll be like, ” Why are you telling me all this?” And sometimes they’ll not help you at all.

Someone told me that I fear opening up because I think that no one will understand me and that the people around me don’t have the same IQ as me. He was right.ย 

Ukan’geuza poet, I will chase you my sheri

All can be said about you
We have memories that we made and I wish we would have made more

But what do I have??! only a picture of you to remember
It’s been days, weeks, months
18 months to be precise
I remember the days when we could talk 3 for even hours
About life
About people, places
Hobbies, music
About the future
About our future

But
I don’t know why you chose the silence
I don’t know what changed between us
Every single day and night, thinking of how I miss you but
I can not have you in my arms again
it’s painful

Thinking of things that are impossible because it has already happened
But what else can I do?
I guess it’s time to move on

To this person whom my heart yearns for
I love you
I still love you and forever will
I wish you could say something

Why are you so beautiful?

Talking of beautiful ladies like you, I don’t know if I’ll choose you when am given the chance. Daaamn my heart fears being heartbroken, even if you truly love me. Because if you love me, I know I’ll also love you, and if you leave me, it will be tragic. I don’t want that… I should see you from afar. This girl is called L. BrownSpex.

I know you don’t care what people think about you

I fear people knowing what on my mind about certain things and my opinions on certain topics.

I fear them knowing about my honest truths about them.


I have overcome it by writing a blog where I have used fictional characters to describe them and their actions. The day they’ll bump into that blog, they will have to judge themselves, and I will have power over their thoughts because their life will be based on my opinion. But in some other cases, they will be happy that I have written about them. This will build their self-esteem and self-confidence. And All the same, I’ll have all the credits.

Love is blind. Really? I doubt that

When you are in love with someone, their imperfections cannot make you hate them. Instead, you will try to understand that is not their fault that certain things happen.

There is this situation where a person does something wrong to you, then you find yourself saying, “I understand”.

I’ve realized why people always say that

Because they truly love the other person
They are the ones who truly care
Those who complain are, well, probably insecure and they don’t trust you. They think you might change sometimes and abandon them; that’s fear of losing you, that’s why they become very possessive and all that kinda drama they bring about

But my point is, you can’t understand when you don’t accept the person the way they are, or because people are flawed, and love is what makes us blind that we can’t see the mistakes of others. It makes us think that the other person is just perfect.

But remember one thing, love is not blind. We always choose to love. Our heart chooses to love. And when you love someone, it doesn’t matter what they do wrong to you, because you will get angry, but the heart will always care.