You are holding back your feelings for that girl because she is a people pleaser. Your friends call her, ‘mali ya umma‘ because she belongs to the streets. But what does your heart tell you? It’s pumping more blood that before when you see her.
Remember there was this character in the bible who had a wife who was a prostitute but he didn’t leave her. He accepted her the way she was. And that was love. So don’t be foolish. Shoot your shot. Embrace that love you have.
All can be said about you
We have memories that we made and I wish we would have made more
But what do I have??! only a picture of you to remember
It’s been days, weeks, months
18 months to be precise
I remember the days when we could talk 3 for even hours
About life
About people, places
Hobbies, music
About the future
About our future
But
I don’t know why you chose the silence
I don’t know what changed between us
Every single day and night, thinking of how I miss you but
I can not have you in my arms again
it’s painful
Thinking of things that are impossible because it has already happened
But what else can I do?
I guess it’s time to move on
To this person whom my heart yearns for
I love you
I still love you and forever will
I wish you could say something
Talking of beautiful ladies like you, I don’t know if I’ll choose you when am given the chance. Daaamn my heart fears being heartbroken, even if you truly love me. Because if you love me, I know I’ll also love you, and if you leave me, it will be tragic. I don’t want that… I should see you from afar. This girl is called L. BrownSpex.
